Daphne's Life

2009-10-25T15:19:00.001+08:00

Sitiawan Seafood..

2009-09-10T00:09:00.007+08:00

When to sitiawan last weekend wif yy n steven. So steven bring us for dinner. He not bring us to kampung cina to eat seafood but another place which far from there. Tis place is near the Pantai Remis Port. The shop name is "NEW HAI NAN CHUN''.
Once we arrival we fast fast order the food, bcause 3 of us haven eat breakfast n lunch.

Steven had order a fish which he wish to eat fish that day. He had order a steam bawal puteh (bak chong). The look of the fish are very nice, n the fish are very fresh ... :)

Mehad order fried sotong which we love it...

Look very nice ... but very fat leh .. cuase fried wif alot of oil... haha tis fried sotong u must put in some kampong koh chili sos only will delicious de...

Our favorite food. Crab.... Tis is 'lat zi hai'

Actually i feel tat tis crab is almost the same wif '' quai mei hai ''. Nothing special... Feel abit dispointed also ..

The most delicious food for our dinner is tis ... 'Lai Lui Har'...

A few dish we had order, but we only feel tat tis is the most delicious dish ....

We order a fried vegi.. It is cabage ......

The taste ok lah .. not bad lo..

If u ask me will 1 come to tis again ma .. i think 50 50 loh.. cause overall the food are okok only... not very good n not very bad. I think i will prefer to eat at kampung cina there like "AMU".. The food there are more delicious ... :)

WOrK

2009-08-06T01:53:00.003+08:00

I work in BP for 4 years plus, actually i cant learn any new thing. For me my job scoop is billing, handle a inactive ac, handling those driver arrangement, n issuing cheque.
Work here for 4 year, i cant learn much thing. Wat i learn is all basic thing. Im very pro wif those biiling thing, like issue invoice, statement, credit/debit note n issue official receipts. But all using my company owe software. If go out tis really a useless.
I think clearly is really a time for me to chance a work. So recently i really very busy find job and attend interview. Almost those big factory in ipoh i had went to interview, but all also unsucessfull. It is bcause my salary too high and my knowledge is all very basic only althought i have 4 years xperience.

Recently i get a job offer which is base in kl.. They offer me RM 2k/month n include accomodation n parking fees. Office is in tropicana mall there n my place to stay in kota damansara. 5 day work only. Working hour is 8.30 am till 6.30 pm.

I really dono wanner accept tis job or not. I feel very fan.. My salary in BP is RM 1.8k add in all my alowance. RM 1.8k in ipoh i also can save any money. If i go kl can i get to save money ?
In kl RM 2 k enought for me to use ? I still have to pay my car loan. I really dono how..
Bside tat if i go kl work.. i need to left my grandparent here. I dono i can do it or not ...
haiz .. actually i really wish to go kl work cause i wanner cc the world. i dont wan to be a 'Katak bawah tempurung'. I wanner learn learn berdikari..

I dono wat to do.. Can u all advise me should i accept tis job or not ....

Korean Food

2009-08-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Tis few week, i totally loss my direction. I dono wat to do ... Tat day when i drive up my car.. I have no direction at all... I dono where to go .. just drive my car round round n round. Suddenly i feel very hungry so i go find some food to eat. I when to take some korean food, as i had long time din eat korean food. So i alone when to a korean food restaurance to eat. The shop name call 'DAI CHEONG KAM". I been to tis shop bfore. I found that the food r very nice. So i when back n eat...

I had order 2 dish, cause i eat alone, so cant order much thing. i had order tis ''chow nian gou''. Korean nian gou wif chinese nian gou r very diffent. cause chinese nian gou is sweet n korean de is abit spicy ... taste not bad n the potion is very big. It cost RM 18
Tis some side for the soup. Some kin chi, egg, green vegetable, ikan bilis, sweet nian au, some sour vege.

The soup. KIM CHI soup. The taste ..erm.. dono isit i seldom eat kim chi, i feel tat the soup very salty. Mayb is i seldom eat too salty, so i dont feel it nice loh. Suppostly i wanner order taufu soup de.. but i tot eat korean food should have kim chi soup geh.... Tis kim chi soup cost RM 20

U can feel the soup very hot ooh...

Tis lunch i have spend RM 40 ... Just for 2 dish it cost RM 40 abit xpensive leh .... haha

next time i will order stone baked rice n taufu soup. I think will be better ...

Eason Moving On Stage 26

2009-07-13T01:54:00.003+08:00

Eason is coming to malaysia for his concert again. Yeah ... i can watch his concert again. Tis time the concert is at sunway surt beach ... haha ..In beach leh ... Beach concert .. i think it will be very high. I still remember last year de concert. We all also very high. I can say if i miss out tis time de concert i will regret cause it is at beach leh. Plus tis year de concert is on sunday. Sure will have many ppl go de....
Tis year the ticket only have 3 level. RM 98, RM 198 n RM 298. So i will buy RM 198 de ticket. Remember last year i buy RM 80 de ticket. Aiyo is damn hard to see him... i saw him just like an ant. So tis year i smart loh .. but medium de ticket. Hope can see him more ..... Plus now im learning the song too ... Hope can sing together...
If u all keen on eason.. u all can come n join tis concert. Wat can i say is after u watch tis concert u will say VERY VERY VERY GOOD.....

Venue : Sunway Suft Beach
Date n Time : 16/8/2009 8pm
Ticket Price : RM 298 ; RM 198 : RM 98 (all free standing)

Birthday Card

2009-07-13T00:09:00.004+08:00

My friend birthday is coming, so i decide to make a DIY card to him. But i feel the card is not very nice. I not dare to send out. He is a grafic designer, i scare he laugh at my card. So lastly i din send out the card. U all see see n give me some comment on tis card.

Tis picture taken when the half way ..... i feel like very simple so i add on something. After i feel very blank i put in something on it again. How was it ? nice ma ? when yoke yee n kenny see tis, they say not nice at all ......
Make me feel very down. I had use my heart to make it de, but they say not nice. so i not dare to send out. Lastly i buy a card n send to him ...

ABC Soup :)

2009-07-03T22:21:00.005+08:00

I was alone last sunday. So i decide to make something for myself. I had make ABC soup for my dinner. Actually to cook ABC soup is very simple.

What u need is some pepper.....

U need some popato... cut it into square size

Some tomato .... cut it out also

Carrot. Cut it into small size...

Some onion ....

Some ribs ... u can use chicken .. but i had use pork ribs ....

Put in all the Ingredient and put in water.

COok it for 5 hour.... then put in some salt. Then ur soup will be very delicious :)

U can c ... it look so taste rite ?
Nice looking hor ....

ABC soup is my fav soup. My brother love to drink it too, but nown he is in sg .. long time he drink jor loo... but when he back i sure will cook for him :)

Egg Tart

2009-06-17T14:46:00.006+08:00

Today i feel wanner eat egg tart. So early in the morning, i when to town n buy the famous egg tart. Early in the morning already many ppln q up n buy egg tart. I had purchase 6 bcause my grandparent love tis egg tart.The name n the phone no. U may call n order ...Look very nice leh ... hehe cant wait to eat it...

How was it ?? cant tahan leh...

I cant tahan it, so i eat 1 in office ... u c .... very delicious..
U all can see my face.. hehe very delicious ooh...

If u all really wan to buy tis egg tart, u need to go early in the morning if u late, u cant get it. The shop is just nearby the town MCD, just opp the MCD.

Remember to try ooh

2009-06-16T22:36:00.007+08:00

Last few week when me n my friend go cameron for gatering, we went to Boh tea farm. The place is very nice n the view is very nice too.... Many drama taken tis view ...

Inside tis place there is something to eat n drink ... but the price ... erm abit xpensive loh..We have buy 4 cup of drink n some food. Already cost us RM 32 .. Very expensive hor ...This is some drink n some food tat we purchase.... It cost RM 32 OOh...

3 cup of tea... 1 hot milo. Sandwishes, Chocolate cake, pizza n apple pie....

Tis apple pie .. not nice at all.. just like it had been keep for few day jor ...Tis pizza .. look nice .. but xpensive loh RM 5 ... i think pasar malam de more tastly...Omg tis chocolate cake damn dry.. i think it already been keep for few day ...Only the sandwich is ok .. u can see wai keong feel so tasty..Eddie is busy eating the cake ...
Actually vincent feel very cool ....

Me busy drinking my hot tea... the weather is very nice .. is very good have some hot tea...

Tis place is very nice, u can take picture over there. then u can drink drink tea at there, Bside tat there is a boh factory over there, u can c how Boh tea made.

Taiping Breakfast

2009-06-15T01:02:00.005+08:00

When to taiping wif friend. Tat day was raining. My friend told me that taiping always raining. Then we when to pasar to have some local food. The food at the pasar are very nice and delicious.
Tis is Wan Tan Mee... Tis wan tan mee got chicken slice n only have 3 wan tan jek.. the taste very good. Nasi lemak.. not very good cause just litter bit sambal jek. It make by chinese people. Mayb because of tis the taste not very nice lo..

"Pei Dan" porriage. Taste nice..... Nothing special....

Kuey tieh goreng. Tis kuey tieh is very diffrent wif penang. They have put in fish ball n Char Siew inside. Very diffrent. the taste very very nice .... U really cant eat it in anywhere except in Taiping.

Prawn Mee..... Nothing diffrent in penang. Penang prawn mee more nice lo....

Ham jin bang.... We order kopi, tat y we buy tis ...

Tis is fried lobak cake. It look diffrent cause it have the special sauce.....

Conclusion is the food in tis pasar is nice... hehe...

Jwei & Yoke Wei Birthday ..

2009-06-13T23:27:00.005+08:00

23/05/2008 we had celebrate Jwei & Yoke Wei birthday at KBox Jusco. Tis celebration just only 6 ppl, there are me, yy, silver, nicole n 2 birthday girl. We all sing till 12 am, so they waitress bring out the 2 cake..... We had choose 1 lemon cheese n 1 fruits cake. The fruits cake is very nice .... very delicious.. heheWhen yoke wei (green) and Jwei (black) make a wish... (both wish to get a bf soon.. hehe)All of us... silver, nicole, jwei, ywei n me ..oh. loss yy timJwei very happy when get her own cake...Yoke wei n the cake ... lemon cheese...All busy cutting their cake.. feel very blur in tis picture rite ? Tis is because of the candle..Tis is all petty gal who attent tis celebration .....Tis picture taken when im sing song... Petty ma ???Tis picture taken me very petty hor... Does me n yoke yee look alike ?
The celebration end at 1am.....

Cameron Steamboat

2009-06-07T17:51:00.008+08:00

When to cameron wif friend tat day. We when to Water Cress Valley (西洋茶谷) to eat steamboat. The env of the place are very nice. Bside steamboat here also have 小炒. At there u can buy some fresh vege, fruits like strawberry n so on. Nice place ..... No much people at there when we go, mayb because of raining day.We are busy selecting food for steamboat. It is not life ipoh, all buffet style. Tis is those food that we had choose. Have crab meet, Meatball, fish cake, chicken, fish, mushroom n many many fresh vege... And the most important is the herb soup... Tis steamboat r using charcoal. N tis pot is very old style.... Is abit hard can c tis kind of pot in town...Vincent n wai keong busy having their food.The time we having steamboat, it was raining... Wooh, outside is very cool n we have a very warm de soup. It feel very nice for us.. hehe U can see vincent n wai keong.. Me n eddie busy taking picture..

Finally we settle the bill. Guess how much is the bill.. We actually din eat much. It cost RM 115.

Yes really RM 115.... Super xpensive. And we not eat much jek. Actually food at there is not fresh. Only Vege is fresh jek.

After we 4 back ipoh, 4 of use also diarrhoea. Omg after eat at that place we all food poisoning. Mayb is bcause those vege we din cook 100% cooked. Haiz....

COACH BAG...

2009-06-07T17:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday when i clean copboard, i found the purse which my father bought for my bday last 2 year. Hehe ... i din even use it before n wrap very nice put it in the cupboard.
Hehe it is a purse tat my father bought it at COACH. My 1st branded purse.
How ?? nice ma ? Y i din use it ? Haiz .. it is very small leh ... doent suite me .. i just can put in my handphone n cant put more thing inside. Actually tis purse my dad buy from USA n it cost USD 99. it mean around RM350...

Hehe .. actually if my dad buy me LV geh, i think i will more happy geh... But anywhere, Just wanner tell my dad ..... "DAD, THANKS ALOT.. LOVE U''

Tong Sui..

2009-05-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

When i go Sg last few week, my brother had bring me to chinatown to have some dessert.... He told me tat those tong sui at tat shop is very nice. the shop os just located bhind chinatown point. Im so sorry cause i forget to take the pic of the shop, cause i was busy see wat tong sui they have .. hehe ... casue i like eat tong sui very much ooh ....

I had order "sui yee papaya tong sui".. the taste not bad the most important i choose tis tong sui is bcause tis tong sui is very "yoon'' hehe .. good for women ooh ...

My gradma had choose "zi mah woo" the taste also nor very bad.

Tis my brother order de " seong pei nai" is actually steam milk... the taste also very nice .. not bad... never eat tis in ipoh ...

N we also order ''mah tai kou''. Tis 1 actually if u order 1 i think is not enough loh... cause it is very delicous.....

The tong sui in tis shop is very nice... if u really wan to know where u can ask me geh ... hehe

it located bhind the chinatown point. just opp the CiTibank ATM.....

Sg Wang Kim Gary ..

2009-05-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

1/5/2009 me, yy, yoke wei n nicole go kl 1 day trip. We go sungai wang shop shop. Yoke Wei request us go Kim GAry to have some drink, cause she too love the drink jor. Ipoh very outdated one, no Kim Gary de, tat why normally when we go kl or penang we sure go there n eat eat de.
Tis is Kim Gary menu ...Tis is some drink which we order, i drink holick( i cannot drink coffee de cause will allergy de) then nicole order milo ais, haha go kim gary drink milo... yoke wei order coffee her fav ooh.. n yy order green tea...Nicole very tired, bcause she shop alot n buy alot of thing. Me also very tired.. hehe having my nice holick..

Yoke Wei busy playing yy new hp

Tis yy busy drinking her drink....

After having the drink, we continue shopping again .. hehe :)

他不爱我

2009-05-23T03:04:00.001+08:00

Today i when sing k, when i sing '他不爱我' from karen mok, suddenly alot of thing come out from my mind. Alot of word which he told me suddenly voice up on my ear. I cry out. Although me n him just together for 3 month, but alot of memory we have.

Sometime i dont wan to think of him, but all the memory come out like drama.

I know i shouldnt sad, but we together for 3 month, should have sweet memory. I should hate him de, but dono y i cant. He cheat me, i should angry him, but i din. I can even forgive him. But the thing is he choose her and not me.

They had been together for 7 years, but me n him only 3 month. Normal person also will choose his gf lah. Who am i ?

I very hate myself. Y i like a guy which already have gf ? If at start he told me he already have gf geh, i will not step in tis games. He make me from dont like him to fall in love on him n lastly i love him deeply. But lastly wat i get ? I just get scold from his gf. Y ? Y ??

We already din contact each other for 2 month, but i still very miss him. I very very miss him. Actually i wan to call him, but i not dare to do so ...

Wat should i do ??????

LooCV & June Wedding

2009-03-24T02:53:00.007+08:00

21/03/2009 is Loo CV n Foong Lee Jun big day. Is their Wedding.... They know each other in BP. If not mistaken they just 2gether for 2 year.. they already decide to marriage.This is Mr n Mrs Loo... Handsome guy n petty gal.... June June tat nite really very very petty :)

Me n June June ... She is my best colleauge.... A cute face from June...

Tis is all ex BP staff.. There r from IT DEPT. CCY, CK n Racheal San...

Tis is all from BP b4... All also long time no meet jor.. The last time meet was in CNY gatering ..

We can see CK is very hungry ,.. he is busy eating. Chin n Jannee long time no c jor.. tat y there busy chatting....
Tis is Lee kw n his gf.. Her gf also from bp ooh ... hear tat she is MLT from JB lab....

Wanner wish June n kok wing happy wedding .. :)

Sorry

2009-03-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

Dear All,

Very sorry, I had been long time din update my blog.... Recently i dont have time to update my blog. Due to my company block internet already. WHen im home i dont have fast line to update my blog... Recently im using DAIL UP for internet. So the line will be super slow...
Anywhere i already apply streamyx.. So i will have many time to update my blog.
Although recently i din update my blog, but i had take alot of picture from my activity.
I will try update all the activity i had do into my blog.....

Penang Road Food....

2008-10-31T19:33:00.004+08:00

When to penang last few week. Everytime i go penang sure i will not miss go Penang Road to have delicous food. Laksa, cendol n Mee Goreng wooh ... think also hungry jor ......hehe

Tis my fav penang road famous laksa.... very delicious ...
Candol ... taste super good ooh...

See got alot of red bean ooh ..
YY so happy when eating candol ...Penang famous food fried kueytiaw.. yeah ... See tat prawn .. Very big ooh .. Only cost RM 3.5o

Popiah.. The smallest popiah i penang ....

The food in tis shop very delicious leh ... It located in penang road. if u all got change u can go try try ooh ...

Seafood In Bukit Tambun

2008-10-29T00:37:00.008+08:00

Last few week when to Bukit Tambun eat seafood. The food there are very delicious.. Eat until we cant stop especially those crab n otobus....

Octopus in Bukit tambun are diffrent wif ipoh, cause the octopus there are very big size n ipoh are very small size. Tis dish arrive not for 5minute we already finish eat it .. lastly we need to order another 1 again .. very delicious leh ... Tomato crab .. tis crab are wif tomato sos, must eat wif "Man Tau". The taste .. erm .. so so loh ... Haha... the most delicious crab. Baked Crab.. almost every table also have tis crab.. the taste only 2 word can describe is "VERY GOOD''Steam fish in chew teoh style.. erm very nice also the taste...... But tis fish damn expensive it cost RM 65Scallob hehe very fresh .. not enough share also ....
Fried Oster ... yeah my fav.. the oster are very big ... very deliciousNestle prawn the taste very nice also .. but if Tanjung Tualang one will more better loh.."Chi Loh" taste so so jek cause nothing special....When william saw those crab his air liur medidih jor ... Haha .. He cant wait to eat ...He dont wan ppl eat his crab, so he wanner knock us... He look like wanner wanner fight wif ppl ...
Finally he finish eat his crab.. he feel very happy n very full.....
Me also feel very full... see my face .. like very tired hor.... the nite before not enought sleep leh .. n tat yy.. still eat non stop...

Kevin n jennifer .. very happy leh .. see in fronth their table.. they eat many crab leh .... There r happy couple .. hehe

We are very happy wif tis seafood season... all also very full tat nite .... But because it was Public holiday. The price are very expensive loh .. Tis dinner cost us RM 270... if normal day i don tis so will so expensive .....

Nicole Bday

2008-09-28T22:24:00.007+08:00

18/09 was nicole bday... So we celebrate her bday at TL wine shop. All also drink until blur jor tat nite ...

Me N nicole ... foong already blur sleeping bhind Yy also blur jor ... her face very red lior ....

Malunya foong n yy .. drunk until sleep there ... haiz.. cant drink next time dont drink so much lah ...

Siew is promoting her white teeth....
Tis is the cake we buy for nicole. Its lemon Cheess from secret recipe.. taste very good....
U can see wat writing there ?? Its is "dear nicole, William Very Love u"
haha..... we purposely wrote tat, so tat wiliam can read for nicole ...Woooo.... Very sweet oooh ....Nicole is making wish...
William is busy cutting cake ....Walau ... wat happen to william ???? He wanner be james Bond ???

Haha.. wat a wonderfull nite .. Wanner wish Nicole 'Happy Birthday 2 u "..

Durian Season.....

2008-09-27T10:40:00.003+08:00

Durian Season.... haha robert like durian so much..so he had buy some durian eat .... Haiz i can only see he eat n i cant eat .. dono y every time after i eat durian i will fall sick.... so cham .. i also like durian very much de,, but cant eat .... so cham.....

Very delicious ... yummy yummy .... only can see cant eat ....haiz....Robert is promoting the durian...... Just like durian advertisment ,,,,

OOh robert n carmen busy eating durian ..... like very enjoy ..
Tis is the balance ... They wanner keep in he frizer.......

Clubbing at COco Banana - 13/09/2008

2008-09-23T01:59:00.008+08:00

Last week, i had been to kl for clubbing ...Go there to celebrate my 23rd birthday. We went to Coco Banana at Sunway. 10 of us we go clubbing. Kenix and yeong come and join us too...
Tat nite yy, nicole and Siew also high jor... there drink too much already ... tis clubbing place quite nice... just too many ppl .. terlalu sempit .. hehe not enought place for me to dance....
We had buy 2 bottle of chivas it cost RM 500++, 2 bottle chivas only allow 8 ppl to go in. and another 2 ppl need to paid cover charges... 1 ppl need RM 40+

We all at outside Coco Banana waiting to going in... YY too happy jor...Tis Photo taken when all we all warming up..... Still full wif energy..Yeong busy pouring those liqour.. Siew n YEong high jor ....Siew wanner be arabian women jor ...Siew n Karen .... but y so many ppl hand geh ?I get a flower from Yeong .. my bday present ooh...
Foong high jor ... like wanner fight wif ppl ... Aiyo siew wanner kill veron .....Haha... yy n nicole already high jor ... Walau Yeah ..... foong got 2 gf leh......ME n yeong, but poor yeong got ppl moles him,....We finish clubbing, Yam ca at mamak... Only me foong yeong and kenix n me jek... all also tired jor...

Daphne Birthday

2008-09-12T13:01:00.006+08:00

Haha 23 year ago 12/09/1985 was my birth day. Tis year YY and the geng celebrate my birthday at Casurina Hotel.... Those food in the hotel not very good and not much choice....

Tis is the geng who celebrate my birthday ,.....
From left bhind is william, lam, carmen, foong, siew, n jwei.
Then at fronth have nicole, me n yy.
My birthday cake ... only 1 piece cheese cake jek ... but im very happy also .. heheIm making wish ... i wish tis year i can....... hehehe secret canot say out de, otherwise my wishes cant come true...Me n lam lam .....Tis is all the give i get tis year ..... Tis is alchol chocolate which Cws buy for me.... He bought in from Bangkok..Tis is from Yeong.... he buy for me when we go clubbing at coco banana tat nite.. hehe cute leh ...
Tis skift is from karen.... nice ? got 3 colour de ooh...
Tis flower is from .... secret admire i think .. haha

Tis is from Mr Wong YM... hahaha..... got music some more de ooh

Tis lip gloss is from my god mother mdn yoon .... i like the colour very much....
Tis is from racheal n ah yee .... nice nice....
Tis DKNY purfume is from My best from Yapsk ..... she know i like purfume very much...

Shogun

2008-09-10T13:17:00.011+08:00

28/08/2008 I accompany Ym go KL interview... After interview we go 1U for our dinner... Actually i purposely accompany him to KL for interview is because we had plan to have dinner at Shogun... Hear many of my friend say tis japanese buffet are very delicious so i decided to go n try try.... Hehe...

We arrive 1U around 5pm, and we need to wait for ChongHK, so we go eat at 6.30. Really have alot of thing to eat ooh...

U see my fav sashimi... very delicious.. i had eat alot alot alot of it...

Did u all see the oster .. very fresh .. i eat around 10 pcs.. hehe ... really very delicious..

Fried de thing .. we eat less cause the taste like not very good...Tis is shark fin soup ooh .... delicious ooh....Tis miso soup .. taste also not bad .. i had but in alot of taufu n seaweed... Some salad... taste very nice ...Erm.. tis also not bad,.. got hot dog, chicken n some fish ball fried wif some vege .. very good.. Chawanmushi my fav too.. heheHehehe .. see me busy eating ,.. but still wanner take photo ..blek...Some of dessert which choong take .... still got alot geh .. but we eat alot of oster n sashimi lior... too full cant eat alot of dessert..
Photo sesion.... Ym n ChongHKMe n Chong HK.. lile brother n sister hor ..heheh
Finally is bill time ... 4 ppl for RM 189.75. So 1 ppl need around RM 64...

Yoke Yee Bday - 22/08/2008 (Chow KW Home BBq)

2008-09-08T13:43:00.010+08:00

22/08/2008 was yoke yee bday, so tis year we make a bbq party at Cikgu Chow home. The party start at 7.30pm.. but all 8.30pm only arrive ,..

Tis 3 fellow start bbq busy bbq also wanner take photo
Haha siew de speac also fall down ...

See got wat to eat ah ... got chicken wing.. ham, n hot dog.. there r busy putting honey on their chicken wing .. :)

U see Yoke Wei n foong very serios while bbq their chicken wing, but the lam lam leh .. busy taking photo ... Ym is ordering racheal to bbq some hotdog to him.. but tis lazy guy only know how to eat ..

Tis 3 gal bbq until "fei tau san fatt''... hahahaTis group of ppl busy eating .. haiz ...Jwei still wan to show me the chicken wing tat william make for her....Almost all the hotdog had been taken by william .... u see...Tis racheal after eat chicken wing still hungry .. eat mee goreng somemore...Tis racheal n ah yee ... doing wat ? actually there r singging there ...heehe ....U see ppl busy singging bday song, but we four .. busy taking picture..

Foong foong is secretly bring out the cake n give a suprise to yy...YY very happy when received her cake...Ending the party, every1 busy cleaning up thing but.. u all see yoke wei still eathing ...
Yy too touch n crying ....

BEYOND Meet The Fan - Ipoh Parade

2008-08-31T13:21:00.007+08:00

Sorry for late post ... As tis month i really busy, not much to post up.

On 08/08/08 Hong Kong X Hit band BEYOND come to promote their concert. The name of the concert is BEYOND NEXT STAGE... Beyond really a good band .. i mean last time lah .. now only left 2 ppl.. Still remember last time when Wong Kah Kui haven pass away, tis group really popular n the song is very very nice....

Hehe.. to meet them i purposely take 1/2 day leave ooh, bcasue the come on friday 3.30pm.. so i need to take leave to meet them loh .. Tat day not much ppl cause mayb the time not good loh .. just some student ... They also have autograf season, tis time i din q cause i din have the poster .. so i stand there take some photo jek... after 20 minute there go...

Keep Moving Towards It...

2008-07-18T18:06:00.005+08:00

Life gives answers in three ways.

It says yes and gives whatever you want.
It says no and gives you something better.
It says wait and gives you the best.

If you’re committed to your dream, you will win anyways.
Don’t just dream, Live your dream.
Keep moving towards it.

Always Remember....

2008-07-18T18:06:00.003+08:00

Long ago in a small, far away village, there was place known as the House of 1000 Mirrors. A small, happy little dog learned of this place and decided to visit. When he arrived, he bounced happily up the stairs to the doorway of the house. He looked through the doorway with his ears lifted high and his tail wagging as fast as it could. To his great surprise, he found himself staring at 1000 other happy little dogs with their tails wagging just as fast as his. He smiled a great smile, and was answered with 1000 great smiles just as warm and friendly. As he left the House, he thought to himself, “This is a wonderful place. I will come back and visit it often.”

In this same village, another little dog, who was not quite as happy as the first one, decided to visit the house. He slowly climbed the stairs and hung his head low as he looked into the door. When he saw the 1000 unfriendly looking dogs staring back at him, he growled at them and was horrified to see 1000 little dogs growling back at him. As he left, he thought to himself, “That is a horrible place, and I will never go back there again.”

All the faces in the world are mirrors. What kind of reflections do you see in the faces of the people you meet

Always remember two things..
Don’t take any decisions when you are Angry.
Don’t make any promises when you are Happy.

Remember these… for rest of your lives.

HEART OF GREED

2008-07-16T23:17:00.008+08:00

On 05/07/2008 Saturday Hong Kong star Tavia Yeong Yee, Linda Chung Kar Yan, Moses Chan and Louise Li See Kei come to provide their drama HEART OF GREED which have is on Astro 311 on 9.30pm, every monday to friday.
Those star had come to Pasir Pinji Rela Hall on saturday at 11am. Tat saturday was my off day, so i can go n meet those star.. haha...

Tis pic taken while they just arive..
Moses and Lee see kei interview my MY FM dj..
I when there around 10.45am, at tat time already many ppl waiting there ... but luckly i can get a nice place to stand. When those star come i can get some photo wif them.
Chan hou de back side .. very handsome .... :)I also had been choose to play game wif those star. Im 1 of the luckly who can play ping pong wif Moses chan and Louise Li. Im same group wif Louise .. haha.. then i have take photo wif her too...

Tis pic taken when they playing ping pong ....

Tis is when i play ping pong wif chan hou... very handsome..
Tis picture is taken after i play ping pong wif Lee See Kei .. actually she dono how top play de ooh..Beside tat i also been invite for a interview for the new astro program "Bai Lei Seong Toi".
Tis is MYFM dj AH LO SI.... haha
Know who is he ?? He is 1 of the Astro singing contest de member .. if not mistaken he call KAR CHUN..Both are the VJ for astro program "BAI LEI SEONG TOI''Tis is my gift wish win when play ping pong .....
Tis ping pong pai have 4 star de signature... The souvenir had 1 note pad, post card n TVB CD...
Astro Cup

2 bag and 2 tshirt..

Racheal's Bday 11/07/2008

2008-07-16T13:18:00.008+08:00

Last weekend, we had a bday celebration for Racheal. Karen and CK purposely come back from kL to attend tis bday party, bside tat Weoi Shyong also purposely back from KAngar. Tis time we celebrate her bday at Breeze Cafe VIP room. Actually we are planing to go out of ipoh to celebrate but, bcause of the petrol increast so much, so de only celebrate in ipoh only. But we still very fun, cause all Fan Shu member had attend.

We taken wif Racheal ...

Suppost all leng lui geh.. dono y tat yu meng here ....

All leng lui of Fan Shu Member....

Lam is planing to sleep, but foong sing song disturbing her sleep...

WS too tired, he sleep at the sofa lior ... me curi curi take de tis picture...

Sleeping still wanner take phone .. haiz...

Ym busy choosing song, we wanner choose song geh, but he dont wanner give us the remote..

Racheal's bday cake .. nice ???

Racheal very happy bcasue she have a bday cake .. wakaka

Omg ... CK get moles from them.. cham ...

Yeah .. all petty gal :)

Wah ... Ah yee is tallest than Ah siew ...

wat happen to YY ... like a monkey leh...

Ah Yee is busy feeding the monkey .. haha

Guess who de leg .. gaga

Me n Siew busy taking photo in the toilet wif my new phone... hehe nice toilet view... haha

My New K850i

2008-07-03T00:53:00.004+08:00

Yeah ..lastly i can change a HP lior ... My phone Nokia 7610 cant use lior cause dono wat happen .. So i decide to change a new hp. Actually i have do many survay, lastly i had bought SOny Errison K850i... I like to take photo so i buy tis phone loh ... It cost RM 1099. It have 5.0 megapixels

DOME

2008-06-30T19:26:00.007+08:00

Last 2 week, when i went to KL shopping, Lai Kuan and her husband had bring me have dinner at DOME Times Square. I had order Grilled Chicken n a Strawberry Milk Shake and lai kuan had order Fish Chop and Brazilian Coffee.. the taste very nice ...
While we are eating, Lai Kuan hubby ask me 1 question.. He ask me how to read "DOME''
The he say actually tis word should be read "DO'' ''ME''... haha .. dont think dirty ooh ...

Brazilan Coffee ..

My strawberry milk shake .. yummy yummy...
My grilled chicken ... How nice ?? taste also very good ooh ... did u all found the chicken is HEART shape ??
See heart shape rite ??? Tis fish chop .. lai kuan order de ... The taste also very tastly ...

LUNCH AT ISIZ

2008-06-27T12:59:00.009+08:00

Went to a nice Itaian food shop to have meal, normally when ppl go to itainan restaurance .. people sure order pizza.. but we are not .. we when to an italian restaureance eat asian food .. GEng leh .. haha plus those food r not cheap ooh .. foong eat 1 PAsta ,.. the taste not bad,.. then yy and and man eat "hainan chicken rice" walau... we eat hainan chicken rice in an italian restaurance... and me .. more speacial ... i eat tomyam .. haha
Tis shop is located in uptown and the shop name is call "ISIz''.
if u all have change u mayb go there try try .. but remember to order pizza cause te shop famous food is pizza....

Tis is foong order de pasta.. taste not bad
Tis is hainan chicken rice which YY n Mun eat .. very cheap Only .. only cost RM 20...

And tis tom yam is order by me it cost RM 25... i think we go thai restaurace will more cheap..

And tis is Chocolate milk order by yin yin ..

EAson Moving On Stage 9 - 14/06/2007

2008-06-22T22:16:00.010+08:00

As i had mention on my last post i will going to Eason Chan concert. Wat i can say in tis concert is GENG. The concert start at 8.15 pm and end at 11pm. The 1st song tat he sing is WHITE ROSE. A nice song.... then he got sing "min nian kam yat", ''Fau Kuah'', "Fu Si San Har" and many many more. actually at 10pm, the concert already start. And we enco enco and enco, tat y the concert end at 11pm. He had change around 5 cloth, and all cloth also very nice ... And he also dance alot. If really wan me to give mark on tis concert i think i will give 110%, it is really a very nice concert ... We go to staudium merdeka around 6pm, already many ppl waiting there.... Although i just buy RM 98 ticket, i also very enjoy. But i saw eason just like an ant, cause we really sit very far from the stage. Wat i can see is only the big TV. Tis is very urforgetful concert. I think if i really din attent tis concert, i think i will regret, cause tis concert really very geng. WHen he sang "YIN CHEONG WOI'' i really feel wanner dance .. All ppl in the concert also feel very high....
My Ticket ...

The stage ... it was 7pm...The stage around 7.30pm..

Tis picture taken when i when dinner wif eason last time...

Eason Moving On Stage 9

2008-06-10T12:53:00.003+08:00

Im going to watch Eason concert tis weekend. Tis is my 1st time to his concert. Last time when he come to malaysia for the concert, i had missed bcasue tat time i not very like him .. feel tat his song not very good jek. But now, i dont think so. Actually i had meet him a few time. The 1st time is when he come to IPoh promote his concert. I had been there waiting him for 5 hour. Another time is when i call in 988 and win a contest which i can dinner wif him. Bside tat last year i also have win contest from 988 which can attent his music gatering at PGRM cheras. But tis time not very luckly cause cant win free ticket for his concert. So need to paid loh. As financial got problem tis month, so i only buy RM 98 ticket. Hope RM 98 also can see him clearly loh ....

苹果雪梨瘦肉汤

2008-06-09T13:10:00.004+08:00

材料
　　苹果………………2个
　　雪梨………………2个
　　无花果……………3个
　　南杏………………38克
　　北杏………………38克
　　瘦肉………………300克
　　清水………………15碗
　　盐…………………适量
　　

做法
1 所有材料洗净。
　　2 苹果去芯，每个切4块；雪梨去芯，切半。
　　3 瘦肉切4份，洗净，汆烫。
　　4 请清水煮沸，把所有材料放入煲内，用大火煮20分钟，再用小火熬煮1小时，下盐调味，即可饮用。
　　功效次汤润肺、补脏腑，为四季皆宜的汤饮。

黑芝麻蜂蜜饮

2008-05-24T09:42:00.005+08:00

　　材料
　　黑芝麻粉………………3茶匙
　　蜂蜜……………………2茶匙
　　温水……………………适量
　　

做法
　　黑芝麻粉、蜂蜜和温水拌匀，即可饮用。
　　注：蜂蜜宜选用新西兰所出产的，因该国环境污染较少，所出产之蜂蜜品质较佳及纯正。
　　功效　　很多人都知道黑芝麻益发养颜、补肾益脏腑，如常喝有益健康，保持头发乌亮、柔软、美丽。

The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian

2008-05-23T12:46:00.008+08:00

When to cinema wednesday, watch ''The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspiantis'' is a nice movie.

This is a movie based on C. S. Lewis most famous novel, The Chronicles of Narnia. It is the second movie following The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe.

The Pevensie siblings (Peter, Susan, Edmund and Lucy) are magically transported back from England to the world of Narnia, where a thrilling, perilous new adventure and an even greater test of their faith and courage awaits them.One year after the incredible events of "The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe", the Kings and Queens of Narnia find themselves back in that faraway wondrous realm, only to discover that more than 1300 years have passed in Narnian time. During their absence, the Golden Age of Narnia has become extinct, Narnia has been conquered by the Telmarines, and is now under the control of the evil King Miraz, who rules the land without mercy.The four children then meet up with Prince Caspian, the rightful heir to the throne, who has been forced into hiding as his uncle, Miraz plots to kill him in order to place his own newborn son on the throne. With the help of fellow Narnians, the Pevensies and Prince Caspian embark on a remarkable journey to find Aslan, rescue Narnia from Miraz's evil hold, and restore magic and glory to the land.

What a nice movie... U may go n watch it....

Check RM100 Notes For Fakes

2008-05-23T12:46:00.003+08:00

1) The security thread on a real note is embedded in the bill and appears on the reverse side of the note as a silver dotted line. When the note is held up against light, it is seen as a continuous dark line and the repeated text 'BNMRM100' can be read. This feature is missing on the counterfeit note, where the 'security thread' appears as a silver dotted line.

2) No raised Braille feature on the counterfeit note.

3) The holographic design on the LEADA (Long-lasting Economical Anti-copy Device) strip represents the same motif as used in the purple patch as well as the text 'BNMRM100'. The colour of these elements change when the viewing angle is changed. The counterfeit note features just a silver thread with a floral pattern.

4) The portrait of the first King on the right of the real note is raised (Intaglio Print). This effect is missing on the fake note.

5) Watermark portrait of the first King is missing in the counterfeit note. The numeral 100 watermark at the base of the King's watermark is also missing.

Blood Type

2008-05-21T01:18:00.005+08:00

According to a Japanese institute that does research on blood types, there are certain personality traits that seem to match up with certain blood types.

TYPE O...
You want to be a leader, and when you see something you want, you keep striving until you achieve your goal. You are a trend-setter, loyal, passionate, and self-confident. Your weaknesses include vanity and jealously and a tendency to be too competitive.

TYPE A
You like harmony, peace and organization. You work well with others, and are sensitive, patient and affectionate. Among your weaknesses are stubbornness and an inability to relax.

TYPE B
You're a rugged individualist, who's straightforward and likes to do things your own way. Creative and flexible, you adapt easily to any situation. But your insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakness.

TYPE AB
Cool and controlled, you're generally well liked and always put people at ease. You're a natural entertainer who's tactful and fair. But you're standoffish, blunt, and have difficulty making decisions.How do you rate?My bloodtype is A. I like harmony, peace and organization. I work well with others, and sensitive, patient and affectionate.

Liver Damage ..

2008-05-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

Take note...don't always sleep late!!

Good rest and sound sleep is veryImportant.. if u don't sleep well,The toxic in your body will accumulate.. Affecting your health and your mood...

The main causes of liver damage are:

1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are the main cause.

2. Not urinating in the morning.

3. Too much eating.

4. Skipping breakfast.

5. Consuming too much medication.

6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.

7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.

8. Consuming overly done foods also add to the burden of liver.

Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our body to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according to "schedule."

Because: Evening at 9 - 11pm : is the time for eliminating unnecessary/ toxic chemicals (de-toxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in an unrelaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their homework, this will have a negative impact on her health.

Evening at 11pm - 1am : The de-toxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state.

Early morning 1 - 3am : de-toxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state. Early morning 3 - 5am : de-toxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the de-toxification process had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.

Morning 5 - 7am : de-toxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel.Morning 7 - 9am : Absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30am, for those who are sick.

Breakfast before 7:30am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to eat breakfast late until 9 -10am rather than no meal at all.

Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals. Aside from that, midnight to 4am is the time when the bone marrow produces blood. Therefore, have a good sleep and don't sleep late.

Sharing Is Caring! Live Well.....

Dim Sum

2008-05-12T12:47:00.002+08:00

Today i need to fetch my brother take bus at 5.30am at her college. He need to go KL take exam. My grandpa always wake up in the morning. He say wanner follow me go see see. So he go wif us. After fetch my brother to take bus, my grandpa say we go "Yam Ca''. Then i say ok loh. Tat time only 6 in the morning. We go to "FS Restaurance" ( the most famous dim sum shop in ipoh). We arrive the shop at 6am. Woh .. already have many ppl.. Now day not only old ppl will go yam ca.. but i saw many young people.. Wah never thing got many young people so healthly wake up early in the morning.

We had eat not much Dim Sum, just normal Siew Mai, pau, and many more lah ... Although we not eat much, but already cost us RM 30. My grandpa say today he treat me woh.. Actually the money is belong to me de.. Yesterday play mahjoor wif them i had loss RM 25. Haiz... Tat mean today dim sum i treat de ...

Tis is some of the dim sum i eat today ...

Tis Har Gau very delicous but quite expenses. It RM 4.50... but go 3 big prawn....

Tis Siew Mai also very delicious ....
Tis abit special. It make by eeg..
Hong kong G cheong fun...my fav... hehe

Tis is Char Siew So taste nice also ...Char siew pau the popular food in tis shop. Every one also will have 1....

Happy Mother's Day

2008-05-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

Tis 2 year i din celebrate Mother's day wif my mom. She had work in oversea. My relationship wif my mom is very good. We just like sister. Althought she is oversea, we alwasy chat thru phone. Almost everyday we call each other. Actually i have a few word wanner tell my mom and i not dare to say out. Mayb i write down here, when she online she can read wat i wanner tell her....

"Mummy, Happy Mother's Day.... Thanks for every thing. I love u. Actually i really miss u. Dono why when u call me i dont dare to thellu i miss u ... miss we fighting ... miss u cook exspecially curry ayam....

Yee's Bday Celebration 04/05/2008- Lumut & Swan trip

2008-05-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

Last saturday, we had go to sitiwan and lumut because we celebrate Ah yee's birthday. We had 9 ppl go there was me, siew, racheal, cws, ah yee, yy, lam, foong and karen. We start our journey at 7pm. Actually we should start our journey at 6pm, but because CWS late, so the hold trip had delay 1 hour. We arrive sitiawan around 7.45pm and we direct to Kampung Cina eat seafood. Normally we go AH MU de but yy say got another restaurance better, so we go there. the name of the restaurance is "SAN TIN DI''. The food not very good. Cause we feel tat too much oil. We had order Fried oster, Lala, Fish, Prawn, Crab, Taufu, Vege and friend sotong and each of is had a coconut drink.
Tis coconut have many water ooh .. :)Foong is busy tasting his coconut ooh..They busy eating ....
Tis karen and lam, eating also wanner take photo, but yy.. haiz....

After we finish our dinner we had go to Manjung MCD .. sure not eat mcd lah .. we just go there borrow toilet. U all must very qrious we go mcd borrow toilet leh .. haha is becasue the toilet in the restaurance damn dirty and too putrid.

Tis picture taken by me when Ah yee and racheal come out from toilet :)

In toilet we also busy take photo.. haha

After MCd we had been to Lumut. Actually we go there is because we wan to chui chui fung.. buy dono y tat nite dont have fung at all.. so we just take photo only. Beside take photo we had a suprise for Ah Yee. We had bring out a cake and we sing bday song to Ah Yee.

Ah Yee very supruse when we take out the cake ..She make wish ...

Busy eating her bday cake ..

Tat foong busy buying ice cream ....
The ice cream taste not good.. he very sad :)
Ahn siew and racheal moles ah yee ...
They call them miss menglembu woh .. haha

We are Miss and Mr Pasir Puteh .. hahaMMe and YY busy playing .. but still wanner take photo ,., hehe

We back to Ipoh around 12am. While back i saw something very special.. I saw some animal like horse but they have horn. So i very qrious. So i tell those ppl in the car. CWS say me stupid it is cow lah... then those ppl in the car laugh until cant stop.. Me so cham... :(

We had long time din gater together cause all also busy and karen seldom back .. but we still happy. Hope we friendship forever ...

Rules Of Life...

2008-05-01T14:54:00.002+08:00

Starting reading tis book, damn sensible. Give richard templar a chance, he'll surprise u wif wonderful insights. tis rules ain't easy though.

Rules for You
1 Keep it under your hat
2 You’ll get older but not necessarily wiser
3 Accept what is done is done
4 Accept yourself
5 Know what counts and what doesn’t
6 Dedicate your life to something
7 Be flexible in your thinking
8 Take an interest in the outside world
9 Be on the side of the angels, not the beasts
10 Only dead fish swim with the stream
11 Be the last to raise your voice
12 Be your own adviser
13 No fear, no surprise, no hesitation, no doubt
14 I wish I’d done that – and I will
15 Count to ten – or recite ‘Baa baa black sheep’
16 Change what you can change, let go of the rest
17 Aim to be the very best at everything you do – not second best
18 Don’t be afraid to dream
19 Don’t dwell on the past
20 Don’t live in the future
21 Get on with life – it’s whooshing past
22 Dress like today is important
23 Have a belief system
24 Have a little space for yourself each day
25 Have a plan
26 Have a sense of humour
27 Choose how you make your bed
28 Life can be a bit like advertising
29 Get used to stepping outside your comfort zone
30 Learn to ask questions
31 Have dignity
32 It’s OK to feel big emotions
33 Keep the faith
34 You’ll never understand everything
35 Know where true happiness comes from
36 Know when to let go – when to walk away
37 Look after yourself
38 Maintain good manners in all things
39 Prune your stuff frequently
40 Remember to touch base
41 Draw the lines around yourself
42 Shop for quality, not price
43 It’s OK to worry, or to know how not to
44 Stay young
45 Throwing money at a problem doesn’t always work
46 Think for yourself
47 You are not in charge
48 Have something in your life that takes you out of yourself
49 Only the good feel guilty
50 If you can’t say anything nice, don’t say anything at all

Partnership Rules
51 Accept the differences, embrace what you have in common
52 Allow your partner the space to be themselves
53 Be nice
54 You want to do what?
55 Be the first to say sorry
56 Go that extra step in trying to please them
57 Always have someone – or something – that is pleased to see you
58 Know when to listen and when to act
59 Have a passion for your life together
60 Make sure your love making is making love
61 Keep talking
62 Respect privacy
63 Check you both have the same shared goals
64 Treat your partner better than your best friend
65 Contentment is a high aim
66 You don’t both have to have the same rules

Family and Friends Rules
67 If you are going to be a friend, be a good friend
68 Never be too busy for loved ones
69 Let your kids mess up for themselves – they don’t need any help from you
70 Have a little respect and forgiveness for your parents
71 Give your kids a break
72 Never lend money unless you are prepared to write it off
73 There are no bad children
74 Be up around people you love
75 Give your kids responsibilities
76 Your children need to fall out with you to leave home
77 Your kid will have friends you don’t like
78 Your role as a child
79 Your role as a parentSocial Rules
80 We’re all closer than you think
81 It doesn’t hurt to forgive
82 It doesn’t hurt to be helpful
83 Take pride in what we do collectively
84 What’s in it for them?
85 Hang out with positive people
86 Be generous with your time and information
87 Get involved
88 Keep the moral high ground
89 Have a plan for your career
90 Learn to see your community as part of a bigger picture
91 Look at the long-term ramifications of what you do for a living
92 Be good at your jobWorld Rules
93 Be aware of the damage you are doing
94 Be for the glory, not the degradation
95 Be part of the solution, not the problem
96 Check what history would say about you
97 Keep your eyes open at all times
98 Not everything can be green
99 Put something back
100 Find a new Rule every day – or occasionally at least

Treasures...

2008-05-01T14:54:00.001+08:00

Wat are treasures? Wat are things most precious to u. Ur goals, ur work, ur ambition or the other side, ur family, ur loved ones, ur moments.
In most case, u plan for ur goals, work and ambition. U schedule backwards for a deadline, schedule (& reschedule) projects, plan for a promotion but yet sumtimes little is made for ur family, loved ones n moments. It's always taken for granted.
Let's start wif smaller things wif same approach (to work) applies to say, moments. U work backwards to create moments, events leading up to the "kodak" moments that u cherish for days, months, years to come.
Seeing her laughing, eyes glowing n radiant, neck bends back a bit, hair swinging against backdrop of soft flickering light gently lit by candlelights with even softer sounds of waves caressing the beaches. Tat's the moment, i remember it well.
The work b4 it was wasn't troublesome but needed special care. I realized the moments aren't just for ur loved one, it's for u as well. Our hearts need filling of moments so it wouldn't feel empty. We're human but act like machine too. Cars need fuel, we need moments.
A thing is apparent. To create moments, it doesn't necessarily needs the guy to do it and do it first. Just my thoughts but NOTE to gurls reading tis. Be soft on the comments later, :P
anyway, now tat i'm free to blog - might as well try to remember moments and how to create them again. :D
Note to self, may need dslr camera to capture moments in high quality pics. Moments taken wif eyes n brain, sumtimes fuzzy.

Believe in Ourselves

2008-05-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

There may be days when we get in the morning and things aren't the way we had hoped they would be.That's when we have to tell ourselves that things will get better.

There are times when people disappoint us and let us down. But those are the times when we must remind ourselves to trust our own judgments and opinions, to keep our life focused on believing ourselves.There will be challenges to face and changes to make in our life and it is up to us to accept them.
Constantly keep ourselves headed in the right direction.

It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle we will find a stonger sense of who we are.So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in ourselves and all we want to our life to be.
Because the challenges and changes will only help us to find the goals that we know are meant to come true for us.

KEEP BELIEVING IN OURSELVES

Resource for Way to Sucess

2008-04-29T13:47:00.000+08:00

I had attend a seminar last sunday at The Summit Hotel Bukit Mertajam. The seminar is regarding Way to Sucess...

Resource for Way to Sucess.

1) Goal Dynamics.
- - your goal for motivation factor. (if you have dream, so you sure you will have motivation to do so)
- U should always remember your dream.
- Keep your goal all the time.
- Always remind yourself the reward you achieve your goal.

2) Actions in a Masiver Way
- Now day no more big fish eat small fish, but is the opp way.
- There is no shot cut, only have fast track.

3) Sensory Acurity
- U must always update yourself.
- Always need fast action.
- You should have a knowledge of how business operates and the language of business.

4) Flexibility
- You must prepare for your worse they senarior.
- People who are flexible are people who have choices. People who have choicees are people who success.
- E + R = O ( Event + Respond = OUTCOME)
In tis situation you should know how to respond...
- Everything you experience today is the result if choice you have made in the pass.
- State management of your mind and body. Mind and body must cingurant. (just do what you think)
- Heart of gratitude. Always give thanks to the people of your success today ! (parent, company, leader, GOD)
- There is no such things as destiny in life, only CHOICES !!!

Granpa..

2008-04-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

My granpa do a very small eye operation tat day. Just 20 minute for tat operation and it cost rm 2500. just a very simple operation it cost so expensive. they day he do opreration more than 15 ppl do the same operation. I had think tis dr should be very rich cause 1 ppl rm 2500 if 20 ppl rm 37500.. wooh .. plus no resit given after we paid. Mayb tis dr wanner run for Tax.. haha

After the operation u can back immediately. After back home my grandpa rest rest until 6 something he ask me n my grandma play mahjoor.. Only 1 eye he also wanner play mahjoor. Haiz my grandma n i think, he just have 1 eye .. haha should not easy to win geh.. so we play wif him.. haha

Never think 1 eye also he can play very well and win alot tat nite .. if not mistaken he win around RM 25. Poor my grandma loss alot .. me no loss and no win ... haha ..

Grandma loss lior need to give money to my granpa....

my granpa receiving money from my grandma...

U see he is calculate how much he had win....

See Wei's Farewell

2008-04-18T15:39:00.000+08:00

We had a gatering on 17/04/2008. Tis gatering is becasue we farewell for Lee See Wei. CY will work in singapore start thursday (24/04/08). Now just only left me in ipoh. Zhen yu and Sook Wah in KL. Annie, Sai and Cy will at singapore and only me stay in ipoh. Im the frog who live in a coconut shell.. :(I also very wish to go out from ipoh but, nobody look after my grandparent.. So cham...

Tat nite we go eat steamboat at "Tan Sai Kai". We had eat alot. Ah wah eat alotprawn. all eat until cant eat ... too full lior. Bside eating we had chat alot of thing. We had chat about those x couse mate.. Erm like who already marriage ah, who and who be couple lior ah .. WE need to update each other cause long time din xchange news lior. Althought yesterday only 4 of us attent the gatering, but we also feel very happy.

Ah wah busy eating there...
me and Zhen yu cook mee for cy ...

After eat steamboat we go sing K at K box. We had sing many song, but all sing until chorus we need to cut, cause time is limited... we 10.45 only go sing k .. and they close at 1 am.. When we sing Chow Wah Kin de song ''Peng You'' we all feel wanner cry, cause feel very touching..haha

After sing k we go Mamak store drink drink ... Then 2.30 am we all only back home.

Actually we had long time din gater together, still remember the last time we gatering is 11/08/2007. Quite sometime already. Zhen yu purpose back from KL to attent tis gatering. Very bei min haha .. dono next time when i go change go singapore they will do farewell ma .. hahaha...

Leslie Cheung

2008-04-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

01/04 should be aprilfool, but after year 2003 it was a memory day for the Hong Kong super star LESLIE CHEUNG.
Leslie Cheung committed suicide on April 1, 2003. He leapt from the 24th floor of the Mandarin Oriental Hotel, located in the Central district of Hong Kong Island.He left a suicide note saying that he had been suffering from depression. He was 46 years old ! He jusr 46 year old and he had decide to leave tis world. As one of the most popular performers in Asia, Leslie's death shocked me and the Asian entertainment industry and Chinese community world-wide. Rumors about the cause of his death spread so fast that his family urged tabloids to let Cheung rest in peace, and not to sensationalize his sexual orientation and reasons for suicide. The day after Leslie's death, his long time partner, Tong, confirmed that Leslie suffered from (clinical) depression and had been seeing psychiatrists for treatment for almost a year. He also revealed that Leslie had attempted suicide in 2002. Later at his funeral, Cheung's niece disclosed that her uncle had severe clinical depression and suffered much over the past year (2003).

Before he decide to leapt from the hotel, he had leave a note, and the note are as below :

Cheung's suicide note (translation): "Depression! Many thanks to all my friends. Many thanks to Professor Felice Lieh-Mak (Cheung's last psychiatrist, 麥列菲菲). This year has been so tough. I can't stand it anymore. Many thanks to Mr. Tong. Many thanks to my family. Many thanks to Fei-Fei (Lydia Shum Din-ha). In my life I did nothing bad. Why does it have to be like this?"
Cheung's suicide note (Chinese): "Depression! 多謝各位朋友，多謝麥列菲菲教授，這一年很辛苦，不能再忍受，多謝唐先生，多謝家人，多謝肥姐. 我一生沒做壞事為何這樣?"

Actually really dont understand y he say ''我一生沒做壞事為何這樣?" wat the meaning of tis word ???

His song really very very nice... Still remember after i know he pass away i had cry.. every time when i hear his song "Zui'' my eye sure cant tahan and i will cry.

My word to him : Leslie u will alwasys in our heart ... :)

Spiderwick Chronicles

2008-03-27T10:01:00.001+08:00

When to cinema yesterday, watch ''Spiderwick Chronicles'' tis is a nice movie.

This movieis from the beloved best -selling series of books comes "the "the spoderwick chronicles,'' a fantasy adventure for childin all of us.perciliar things start to happen the moment the Grace family (Jared, his twin brother Simon, sister Mallory and their mom) leave New York and move into the secluded ikd house owned by their geat great uncle Arthur Spiderwick. Unable to explaine the strange disappearances and accients thaty seem to be happening on a daily basis, the family blames Jared. When he, Simon and Malliory investigate what's really going on, tge uvcover the fantantic truth of the Spiderwick estate and the creatures thar inhabit it.

Really very adventure movie.. u may go watch it....

26/03/2008

2008-03-26T10:56:00.000+08:00

10.28am... Had work for 2 1/2 hour. Sitting here feel very very boring, got work to do, but since like no mood work at all ! Tis kind of feeling already follow me almost 1 month. Dono y always no mood work ...

Sometime u will feel happy while working, but tis few month i din have the happy while working ! yesterday when i have dinner wif veron we had discuss about working. I ask him a question, i ask " should i run ? " He answer me, i ask him tis question tat mean i already have the answer, He say he know im not happy working here n feel boring already. My answer is yes.

Actually i really scare to run aways from here. if i go to new company, all thing will start from 0. bside tat, salary problem. go out from tis company i scare i cant get such high salary. Just tat the market price for ac asst is not very high. Just 1k till 1.3k.... Bside tat, really hard to get a job near my house, lunch can back home eat .. It really can save alot...

Actually i had plan to work in singapore since all my shen jai friend also work in singapore. If working in sg SGD 1 = RM 2, if malaysia RM 1 = RM 1, haiz... Many many thing to think feel very fan. If really wanner work in sg, many thing to think. Need to think place to stay, need to think of money...

Really fan ......

Relationship Me N Him

2008-03-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

Ha ha tis time i very guai ah .. I had very sucessful din sms him more than 1 month. Actually after i back from that trip i know their relationship is getting good back. So i know the answer already.. From tat trip, i know he only treat me as a "pelambung" ! When their relationship is worst he need some1 to advise, he will find me... and sms wif me the whole day...
After their relationship back to normal, he din even find me, when i sms him, sometime he din even reply me .... He just will call her gf n only reply his gf sms.. no more me.....

From now on, when he ask me out i will try to far aways from them. I ready dont wan be their middle.. Everytime when they go out they sure will ask me out... Actually wat for ? Y they wanner ask me out ?? To see how swee r they ? Did they think of my feelling ?? Sometime i feel very hurt..

Hope tis time i really can far aways from them, i really dont wan be their middle lior.. I dont wan be his pelambung anymore....

Chung's Wedding

2008-03-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

09/03/2008 was my uncle big day ... It was his weeding marry wif lily...

He know lily by those "fun yan kai siew sor" n He had use RM 16k to know tis women. Wat i mean is he need to give introducing fees. Tis RM 16k is introducing fees. Not count those wedding expenses.

Lily is indonesian born chinese, she dono cantonese, only know mandrian, hakka n bahasa... for me is hard to comunicate wif her ... but my uncle sure can comunite wif her lah cause he know hakka.. tis women is very Garang de.. cause my uncle scare of her .. wakaka.. ooh cant say scare his wife is he sayang his wife, so hear wat his wife say.

Tis wedding is very simple. Not much people, only relative. Cuase tis women is from indonesia, so she no friend and relative here. On the wedding day no sister at all.. only me n yin hong be her sister ..Oh no still have a litter mei mei Jia Huai.. n my uncle no brother also .. Ah siang be his brother. Since like very cham.. but we also very happy ,..

Im the photografer on tat day .. hehe my uncle go to the photoshop to bring her wife home..

No driver that day also .. He is the who drive..

And when arrive home Robert is the 1 who open the door...
After back home, so they need to pray pray, before they pray of cause i take tis oppurtunite help them take take photo lah... After pray tis to couple serve tea to their parent and uncle. Ng Gu po is the Dai kam Ji...

While Ng gu po drink the tea, im be take over her to be dai kam ji .. hehe pai seh hor..

After all ppl finish take tea.. is the turn for those junior take angpau leh ... the 1st 1 who take angapu is my cousin sis yin hong..

After finish we finish take angpau, they take family photo..

finally the cerebration finish .... the bridal can change clother lior ..

Finally all finish lior .. wat a tired day ...

Actually still have alot picture.. i had post it in flickr

http://www.flickr.com/photos/24713566@N08/

u may clik in and see those photo,,,,

Break ?

2008-03-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

I have 1 friend, a month bfore he marriage his gf break wif him.. hear that all invitation card also send out lior... but the gal wanner break.. so all thing need to cancel.. need to cancel the wedding..
hear tat the gal had another guy.. sometime did the gal think of they guy feeling bfore wanner break wif him ??
tis guy actually is a very friendly n full will smile.. but now he really totally change .. change to very silent lior ... love really can make a ppl change ...

Working

2008-03-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

15/04/2008 will my 3rd year in BP. In tis 3 yaer many ppl come and go. All my geng almost resign lior.

Let see tis photo, almost 90% resign lior. Now left me, lai kuan, stephnie n foo..

Sometime i feel very sien working here.. cause not much ppl stay here lior. Even my best friend ym also resign.. Already din have those mood work here.. Should i resign ?? Work here for 3 year dont have bonus also. Ya last year they have give us bonus.. But do u know how much ?? RM 145.80.. Is tis entitle bonus ?? i really not dare to tell ppl.. As my uncle say, ppl work is bcause wanner get bonus.. Ppl work so hard for wat ? Is just they wanner get bonus... Work for so many year also no bonus, is tis company still have hope ??

01/05/2008 tis my 36 time do billing.. tat mean already 3 year 01/05 i din off.. 01/05 labour day we should off.. but for my position i cant off cause i need to do closing.. Sometime i had think, when only i no need do closing ? which early of the month i no need OT rush for billing closing, when only i no need to fold those statement n invoice ?? when only i no need post all statment n invoice to dr ???

Frankly speaking, the 1st day i join tis company i already think of run away ! Is bcause i feel tat tis company not suite me .. All ppl work in silent.. im very talkative.. How can i stay in a silent place ?? But lastly i had stay here in 3 years....

Working in tis company i had know alot alot of friend. cause there is over 50++ branches in whole malaysia, so almost each branches i have 1 friend .. haha geng leh ....

I really need to deeply consider should i keep staying in tis company or i need to find another job so that i can learn more thing .....

Chop Goh Mei...

2008-02-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

21/02/07 is chop goh mei, ppl say chop goh mei is aslo a valentime day im chinese calander.. Hear told old ppl say CGM we should throw mandrian... So on tat day im planing to throw a mandrian too .. so i can get new friend .. hehehe.. tat day me syee n ah fai go to Kuan Yin temple which every year also got tis kind of throw mandrian function.. ,many ppl tat nite can say "yan san yan hoi"

tis is the place wish all ppl throw their mandrian in.. n there need to collect other mandrian.

see many ppl standing here waiting to throw n collect mandrian.

Tat nite the guy who had collected my mandrian is a DIDI which 19 year old called susu. haha

i also get 1 mandrian, but don0 why the mandrian loss lior.. mayb as ah keong say tat yuen fen is not belong to me ... haha Btw, Siew Mun had give me 1 number, i had try to sms tat guy, he working in menglembu.. unluckly he work as "siew hon" so i not very keen on him. he had call me a few time, but every time also busy ...

17/02/2008

2008-02-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

17/02/08 tat was chor 11, my colleagues from klang come n visit us... so on tat day we had go to Dato Beh house.. wah his house really big, we had take a few picture at his house ... We enjoy the tea who serve by Mr Beh

At Mr Beh house, he had told us alot of thing, he told us tat how his life, he tell us wat is the future for BP. We really know alot after chat wif him. Bside tat he also give advise to choy, so tat he can consider stay back in BP. Btw, he say tat we will get our bonus on March'08. But the bonus pay by installment...

Since tat is still CNY, so he had give us a angpau..

After we visit Mr Beh house, we all when back to hotel , cause choy there all wanner check out.. we had take some photo in the hotel...

tis ah choy, he trying to take off his cloth ...

we all take photo together in the hotel bed....

After check out we had go to San poh tong. After lunch i din join there already cause i had promise syee to have lunch wif her .....

Lou Sang - 05/02/08

2008-02-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

We fan Shu geng having lou sang dinner at kok thai restaurance on 05/02/08 tat is nian 29..
Is hard to to gatering now.. Last time when we all at BP.. We can always a group go vacation, go yam ca .. n bla bla bla ..But now if wanner gater a group is very hard ..i think only cny we all only can whole geng can reunion.... Tis year reunion Wongym din attent bcause he haven finish clean his house, so he had missed out tis gatering .....

haha dono which hand is mine ......

ppl say eat prawn can make the who year full wif happinesssee tis karen ... scare ppl curi her prawn .. faster put it to her mouthhaha yee n foong busy eating, but dono wat happen to siew..

tis siew eat too much jor .. too full lior
long time din take photo 2gether ..

tis is all our fan shu member..

me n yy ... ppl busy eating , but we busy taking photo

miss out racheal hor,,, wakka

New Hair Style

2008-01-18T17:32:00.001+08:00

I had change my hair style already ...

tis is my old look, taken when i attend wong yu meng bday celebration at nov'07...

tis photo i take after come out from salon... tis hair is made by my lovely brother .. unbeliveble

he can make a nice hair ,, wakkaka...

Tis photo is taken after 3 day i perm my hair ... look like very cute leh .. haha

How my look ?? leave me some comment ok .. :)

Decide how you have to act Now !!!

2007-12-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it.

If you don’t ask,the answer is always no.

If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place.

If you don’t have a dream, you’ll never succeed.

If you don’t stretch, you’ll never have it.
What we are today is result of our own past actions.

Whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions.

Decide how you have to act now.

We are responsible for what we are, whatever we wish ourselves to be.

We have the power to make ourselves.

You can change your life!!!!

2007-12-14T10:37:00.002+08:00

By changing your thinking,
you can change your beliefs.
When you change your belief,
you change your expectations.
When you change your expectations,
you change your attitude.
When you change your attitude,
you change your behavior.
When you change your behavior,
you change your performance.
When you change your performance, you change your life!

Tomorrow will never come

2007-12-14T10:37:00.001+08:00

When you keep saying you are busy,
then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time,
then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you have no money,
then you will never have money.
when you keep giving excuses,
then you will never get things done.
When you keep thinking negative,
then you will never have positive mind.
When you keep repeat what you do every day,
then you will never improve your life.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow,
then your tomorrow will never come.

Never Give up

2007-12-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

If you want to successful,
you can never, ever quit;
you can never, ever give up.
Sometime you will feel like giving up.
It may seem like impossible to try again,
but that is the most important time,
because it is the time you begin to learn the important information about what you are doing, information you need to succeed.
You have to be patient as well as enthusiastic when it comes to your goals.
Think Big!!! but be realistic.
Don not ever give up,
just keep moving forward,
keep your goals clear,
and don't give in to discouragement or setbacks.

Life as it seems.

2007-12-02T11:34:00.003+08:00

Everyone leads a happy life and suddenly something hits you real hard. Like an incurable disease. What will you do? Get a treatment, dwell on it or move on like everything seems to be normal. Nothing seems to be going right at the moment. You wonder,'Geez, why does this have to happen to me?' Then you start wondering will you ever survive this difficult moment.It's a good thing friends come into the picture. The least they could do is be by your side through thick and thin especially if you're alone in a foreign country. Then the next thing, how would you tell you parents? it's kinda hard because you don't want them to get worried. Life is always unpredictable. It does hits you when you don't realise it. Never could anyone imagine the worse that could happen to you. A good friend once said live life to fullest, you'll never know what would happen to you tomorrow. I guess he's right. Life is like a long and never ending journey. It's teaches you a lot of things along the way.And it never fails to surprise you.And whatever you do, just go ahead and do it without regrets. Maybe one fine day when you wake up, you may regret the things that you've failed to do . People always complain about how terrible their life is.But have you ever sit down and think that what's in front of you right now are the things that are ever so precious to you. Not until you lose them all. By human nature people are always greedy.They want more than they could have. Have you ever looked beyond you? There are more unfortunate people in this world.People who are in need.I guess when reality sets in you think only about yourself and no one else.No doubt about that. Well, for the loving people in this world, never regret anything in life no matter what you do. And keep the people who are the closest to you and cherish them. For they will always be there for you when you need them the most.

Experience at the Mall

2007-12-02T11:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder where have all the courteous people gone to. Are the people these days damn dumb or simply ignorant of the fact that there are other human beings beside themselves. For example, i was out doing my groceries with my buddies. As we were about to leave, we got into the elevator. As you would've already know the elevators in most of the shopping malls are huge. Then there was this lady who would not stand anywhwere else except in front of my shopping trolley. Obviously, the lady was IN my way.Worst of all she wasn't heading to where me and my buddies were going.She was going to another level in the mall. How senseless could this woman be? The elevator was big enough for that woman to roll in. So, i jokingly told my friend that she stank. There are more to it but different person now. So, after the elevator door opened, people start rushing in without giving way to people like us, with heavy/not working that well, shopping trolley, out first. In my mind, was thinking, is this mall going to shut down soon?or maybe they'll miss the elevator and never be able to head to where they're going forever.Please have some patience and be more considerate to those around you.Besides it doesn't cost much time and money.And before i forget the details, the people who were rushing like a herd of hungry cows into the elevator, were not with any shopping bags or trolleys.The point is use the escalator which are built for people like you( the cows). Meaning for those who are not disabled and are not using shopping trolleys.Seriously it's faster and easier. And you don't get in the way. Otherwise, others will deem you as irritating and insensible. Just like the 'lady' i wrote about.Moral of the story, use your head and eyes when walking. It's just like driving. What's the point when you look left and right but not the front. You'll end up being in trouble.Save yourself and others the trouble. So, you wouldn't end up being called a cow.*This story is real but since no name is mentioned.No one in particular was/is insulted.Apologies extended to those who are upset because the people in it are cows...oops called cows.It is not about you but if you think otherwise, you could type your views in your own blog.

Our Society's Behaviour

2007-12-02T11:34:00.001+08:00

What is becoming of our generation of people nowadays? They seemed absolutely self- centered and ignorant. Are we as parents and tutors fail to educate ourselves and the children of today basic courtesy? It is very sad to see that people around us do not seem to care or even be bothered to lend a helping hand to those in need. I was reading an article in the newspaper yesterday and someone wrote in that younger and healthy people not giving up seats to those elderly in public transport. This incident happened in the fast growing and educated people in singapore. Perhaps these people are not properly educated in the humane department.We are well civilised but some of these people just act like they were brought up in the jungle 200 b.c ago.Maybe we should blame parents who don't bother to even teach their kids proper manners when behaving in public.That is why when they grow up, they bocome ill-mannered pest. I work in the service line and i see a lot of asians behaving like uncivilised people in public. They are often rude and demanding to an absurd extend. I'm not a racist but it does happen here.Maybe there are a handful of people who are not like that. I am sure. Even i've encountered horrible neighbours in my own apartment and they are locals. I'm shocked that my so-called neighbours don't care to even lend a helping hand.I think if i was i held at gun point they would just leave me to die and they happily go on with their own lives.The very next thing that irritates me the most is that asians think we as asians in the service line tend to discriminate them just because we are nicer to the caucasians.Let me explain this... It is because they know their please and thank you very well and at least they bother to care. Maybe those racist caucasians are rude but i personally don't give a shit about them because they're probably living in Timbuktu.I am an asian and proud to be one but it is very disheartening to see our own people acting like that.Perhaps it is time we all change our concept of being more caring and understanding.Most importantly if we expect others to change, we should first of all teach our own family to be courteous and instill a sense of righteousness within our own community. If we all expect but do nothing about it then we will forever behave that way.

True love

2007-12-02T11:34:00.000+08:00

If i would be able to go back in time where i could make things right again, i would change myself for the better. I've been doing some self evaluating these past few months. Back then i've always complained about each and every of my partner especially that someone i had loved dearly. Deciding to let him go because of my super huge ego and the worst thing that could happen in a relationship which is dishonesty and mistrust. I have always tried to pick up petty mistakes that doesn't seem to be a big a deal to anybody. I always look at the negative side until i never seem to take notice of the little things he has done to make me happy. I called him a stingy prick when in fact i'm almost capable of earning my own and able to afford any designer bags. Is money really everything? Not until you loses someone who is closest to you all this while. And had loved you for who you are. Regardless of your flaws,your bad habits, your pmses, that huge pimple you get every once a month. No matter what, he's always by your side. I always tell others that humans are not perfect but i couldn't accept the fact that he is NOT perfect . In my mind i wanted him to be the perfect boyfriend who would sweep me off my feet, go on expensive holidays, receive expensive present etc. I even turned it into a reality until i drove him away. Not to mention my nagging insecurities. I now laugh at my child like behaviour but all alone now. I wish i could ask for forgiveness for the mistakes i had made, the damage i had done to ruin everything that was perfect for a while. It is already too late. He made up his mind to leave. I wish i could tell him now how much i regretted doing the things i had done to hurt him. Telling him that i had made terrible mistakes. It has all been said and done. The fact that he will never know how much i loved him then and now. And he will never know that in my heart, he will always be the one i had always cared for all this while because i had never shared my feelings. Never told him that i cared for him, never told him what were my fears,what i had loved. All because i was too afraid to share my feelings. Too afraid to love. Maybe someday he will come back into my life and start everything once again.This time doing everything that is right. I am just wishing that this day will come. And even though he doesn't, I wish him all the happiness that he will find someday. Because this is what we call love. Love is not to be selfish. Love is to be forgiving.Love is learn to let go and let the person you care for be happy.

Things just got changes every single second.

2007-11-07T14:56:00.001+08:00

Time passes through very very fast without us knowing it or even realising it. Things, i mean every single things that we have. Everythings that are the best today might be the opposite just seconds after. Do u feel the same when u look into a photo today and days later or even years after? Even the same songs that being played in different situation, time and place do deliver diffrerent meaning and feelings.
Relationships between humans is the most fragile. (Well, that my point of view). Have u ever met any person in ur life that is ur used to be closest to u and now is the totally opposite? Friends becoming enemy, couple becoming strangers, loving family got broken. It also can be totally opposite, where bad things becoming good.
Erm... let say about a scenario, partners for example. wat i meant is boyfriend and girlfriend stuff u noe.
For instance, somethings that is so intresting and so special about a person that make u fall so deep for her/him. And due to the right time, place, people, and fate, one became couple and the relationship started. Both becoming so loving and missing each other so much. Missing each other till can't sleep and the mind keep on thinking about each other. Lets put it in a way.. 'one party can't live without another'. Everything is so wonderful and every mistake made is forgiven. Well, well, well, how long can these wonderful and loving time can last? If it does last, how long will it be? Seconds? Months? Years? or Forever? Mostly, after some times, quarrel replaced those loving and romantic moments as diffrent opinion occurs between both party. When no toleration took part from either party, seperation become the only solution. The best solution i think.
And how many seperated couple can still be friends? how many percentage are there? Mostly, seperated couple would rather not to see each other anymore. Thus, dun even think about talking to each other. As one might think the other ONE lie to cheat on her/him, those sincere, romantic, lovely, happiness and, concerns all became 'rubbish'.
Love and hatred is seperated by a line,by a very fine line. When love vanish, hatred is born. He/she hate u so much that he/she dun even wan u to be in this world. Conversely, if there is hatred, it even better cos at least u r still in the 'game'. Meaning u r still 'alive' in his/her mind. The worst condition is that, there is neither love or hatred exist and u r totally 'game over'. The person who once ur closest person turn into a person far more worst than a stranger.
C how things can change? Beautiful things only last when ur mind/thinking say they are. However, thinking changes due to time concern. Therefore, conclusion is things dun stay exactly the same.
So wat can be done to keep the things right? i dun noe. The only way i guess, is to treasure every single moment in ur life no matter good or bad. Cos the feelings will definately not going to be the same. Just like ones can't change the first impression.

Loss......

2007-11-07T08:32:00.000+08:00

i found tat sometime those company use those stupid idea to deceit ppl. Feb'07 i received a mail from a company which say when u purchase 3 box of a medicine u can get 1 box free.. So i ask my friend to buy it, so tat i can get the free 1....

After my friend buy the third box ... Im waiting for the fourth box which is free... When i arrive to the pharmacy n the ppl tell me sorry u should settle 3 box in 1/2 year time... Then i ask them y din tell earlier... N i was rgue wif them.. But they like dont even wan entertaine me... they still keep saying tat i had overdue ... i asking when was my due date.. they say tat 13/10 n i had bought the medicine on 23/10. just 10 day ..

actually i had get advise from my dr friend. He say tat the pharmacy should give me back a box cause they din even told me tat i need to clear 3 box in 6 month.... tis is the pharmacy wrong .. actually tat medicine very xpensive .. rm 158 for 30 tablets..
My advise to every1.. next time when u bought anything which say buy 1 free 1 or anything, then u should ask clearly is there any term & condition. so tat u will not cheat by those Cacat company.

Fate

2007-10-18T09:01:00.001+08:00

What i'm about to write is about something called fate. I've always believe something happens for a reason. Like when you meet someone, although you've actually seen each other before.There's always a right place and time to meet that particular someone. It's weird but somehow you could feel it. For instance, i have a friend who bump into a person she's seen before but haven't spoken to the other party. As they met one day, they just clicked instantly. And they have been friends ever since. But it's confusing if it's between a man and a woman. Could male and female be friends? It's actually weird because men and women can't be friends, unless either party has feelings for someone. But will it remain a platonic friendship or will it blossom to be more than just friends. No one will ever know.I will never know. I've read and experienced that when a male and female get close, the bond between you will grow stonger. Because you know you'd grow to like this person. You'll eventually enjoy their company. Especially when they make you laugh and you could talk about anything. And most of all you could be yourself with that someone without trying to be someone else to impress them.I definately wouldn't say it's love. Because how could you fall in love with someone so easily. It's simply absurd. I definately don't believe in love at first sight. However if anyone out there has experince this would be a wonderful thing that has happen in your life. Hopefully this person could actually be the one for you someday.

The Complicated Human

2007-10-18T09:01:00.000+08:00

Humans are generally complicated. Even my life has been complicated. To extend that it has made me very confused. I've always wonder what it's like to be not complicated. I find it quite amazing people hide their true feelings by putting on a mask. A mask that is so thick, you wouldn't even know what's going through their complicated brains.Maybe that's how the brain works. It's too big you wouldn't know to use it. People use to tell me to use my internal instinct to figure out on how to solve a problem. But wouldn't that be a risk to take. I always wonder, what if your instincts were wrong and you've finally found out that you're the dumbest person in the whole universe. And it's not a joke.. i've made mistakes. In fact, terrible ones.By just following my heart. I have always wish that i use more of my brains. Let's take it as a lesson learnt. Always use your extemely useful brains but use like 40% of your instincts to guide you.