Leslie Cheung

01/04 should be aprilfool, but after year 2003 it was a memory day for the Hong Kong super star LESLIE CHEUNG.
Leslie Cheung committed suicide on April 1, 2003. He leapt from the 24th floor of the Mandarin Oriental Hotel, located in the Central district of Hong Kong Island.He left a suicide note saying that he had been suffering from depression. He was 46 years old ! He jusr 46 year old and he had decide to leave tis world. As one of the most popular performers in Asia, Leslie's death shocked me and the Asian entertainment industry and Chinese community world-wide. Rumors about the cause of his death spread so fast that his family urged tabloids to let Cheung rest in peace, and not to sensationalize his sexual orientation and reasons for suicide. The day after Leslie's death, his long time partner, Tong, confirmed that Leslie suffered from (clinical) depression and had been seeing psychiatrists for treatment for almost a year. He also revealed that Leslie had attempted suicide in 2002. Later at his funeral, Cheung's niece disclosed that her uncle had severe clinical depression and suffered much over the past year (2003).

Before he decide to leapt from the hotel, he had leave a note, and the note are as below :

Cheung's suicide note (translation): "Depression! Many thanks to all my friends. Many thanks to Professor Felice Lieh-Mak (Cheung's last psychiatrist, 麥列菲菲). This year has been so tough. I can't stand it anymore. Many thanks to Mr. Tong. Many thanks to my family. Many thanks to Fei-Fei (Lydia Shum Din-ha). In my life I did nothing bad. Why does it have to be like this?"
Cheung's suicide note (Chinese): "Depression! 多謝各位朋友，多謝麥列菲菲教授，這一年很辛苦，不能再忍受， 多謝唐先生，多謝家人，多謝肥姐. 我一生沒做壞事 為何這樣?"

Actually really dont understand y he say ''我一生沒做壞事 為何這樣?" wat the meaning of tis word ???

His song really very very nice... Still remember after i know he pass away i had cry.. every time when i hear his song "Zui'' my eye sure cant tahan and i will cry.

My word to him : Leslie u will alwasys in our heart ... :)

Spiderwick Chronicles

When to cinema yesterday, watch ''Spiderwick Chronicles'' tis is a nice movie.

This movieis from the beloved best -selling series of books comes "the "the spoderwick chronicles,'' a fantasy adventure for childin all of us.perciliar things start to happen the moment the Grace family (Jared, his twin brother Simon, sister Mallory and their mom) leave New York and move into the secluded ikd house owned by their geat great uncle Arthur Spiderwick. Unable to explaine the strange disappearances and accients thaty seem to be happening on a daily basis, the family blames Jared. When he, Simon and Malliory investigate what's really going on, tge uvcover the fantantic truth of the Spiderwick estate and the creatures thar inhabit it.

Really very adventure movie.. u may go watch it....

26/03/2008

10.28am... Had work for 2 1/2 hour. Sitting here feel very very boring, got work to do, but since like no mood work at all ! Tis kind of feeling already follow me almost 1 month. Dono y always no mood work ...

Sometime u will feel happy while working, but tis few month i din have the happy while working ! yesterday when i have dinner wif veron we had discuss about working. I ask him a question, i ask " should i run ? " He answer me, i ask him tis question tat mean i already have the answer, He say he know im not happy working here n feel boring already. My answer is yes.

Actually i really scare to run aways from here. if i go to new company, all thing will start from 0. bside tat, salary problem. go out from tis company i scare i cant get such high salary. Just tat the market price for ac asst is not very high. Just 1k till 1.3k.... Bside tat, really hard to get a job near my house, lunch can back home eat .. It really can save alot...

Actually i had plan to work in singapore since all my shen jai friend also work in singapore. If working in sg SGD 1 = RM 2, if malaysia RM 1 = RM 1, haiz... Many many thing to think feel very fan. If really wanner work in sg, many thing to think. Need to think place to stay, need to think of money...

Really fan ......

Relationship Me N Him

Ha ha tis time i very guai ah .. I had very sucessful din sms him more than 1 month. Actually after i back from that trip i know their relationship is getting good back. So i know the answer already.. From tat trip, i know he only treat me as a "pelambung" ! When their relationship is worst he need some1 to advise, he will find me... and sms wif me the whole day...
After their relationship back to normal, he din even find me, when i sms him, sometime he din even reply me .... He just will call her gf n only reply his gf sms.. no more me.....

From now on, when he ask me out i will try to far aways from them. I ready dont wan be their middle.. Everytime when they go out they sure will ask me out... Actually wat for ? Y they wanner ask me out ?? To see how swee r they ? Did they think of my feelling ?? Sometime i feel very hurt..

Hope tis time i really can far aways from them, i really dont wan be their middle lior.. I dont wan be his pelambung anymore....

Chung's Wedding

09/03/2008 was my uncle big day ... It was his weeding marry wif lily...

He know lily by those "fun yan kai siew sor" n He had use RM 16k to know tis women. Wat i mean is he need to give introducing fees. Tis RM 16k is introducing fees. Not count those wedding expenses.

Lily is indonesian born chinese, she dono cantonese, only know mandrian, hakka n bahasa... for me is hard to comunicate wif her ... but my uncle sure can comunite wif her lah cause he know hakka.. tis women is very Garang de.. cause my uncle scare of her .. wakaka.. ooh cant say scare his wife is he sayang his wife, so hear wat his wife say.

Tis wedding is very simple. Not much people, only relative. Cuase tis women is from indonesia, so she no friend and relative here. On the wedding day no sister at all.. only me n yin hong be her sister ..Oh no still have a litter mei mei Jia Huai.. n my uncle no brother also .. Ah siang be his brother. Since like very cham.. but we also very happy ,..

Im the photografer on tat day .. hehe my uncle go to the photoshop to bring her wife home..

No driver that day also .. He is the who drive..

And when arrive home Robert is the 1 who open the door...
After back home, so they need to pray pray, before they pray of cause i take tis oppurtunite help them take take photo lah... After pray tis to couple serve tea to their parent and uncle. Ng Gu po is the Dai kam Ji...

While Ng gu po drink the tea, im be take over her to be dai kam ji .. hehe pai seh hor..

After all ppl finish take tea.. is the turn for those junior take angpau leh ... the 1st 1 who take angapu is my cousin sis yin hong..

After finish we finish take angpau, they take family photo..

finally the cerebration finish .... the bridal can change clother lior ..

Finally all finish lior .. wat a tired day ...

Actually still have alot picture.. i had post it in flickr

http://www.flickr.com/photos/24713566@N08/

u may clik in and see those photo,,,,

Break ?

I have 1 friend, a month bfore he marriage his gf break wif him.. hear that all invitation card also send out lior... but the gal wanner break.. so all thing need to cancel.. need to cancel the wedding..
hear tat the gal had another guy.. sometime did the gal think of they guy feeling bfore wanner break wif him ??
tis guy actually is a very friendly n full will smile.. but now he really totally change .. change to very silent lior ... love really can make a ppl change ...

Working

15/04/2008 will my 3rd year in BP. In tis 3 yaer many ppl come and go. All my geng almost resign lior.

Let see tis photo, almost 90% resign lior. Now left me, lai kuan, stephnie n foo..

Sometime i feel very sien working here.. cause not much ppl stay here lior. Even my best friend ym also resign.. Already din have those mood work here.. Should i resign ?? Work here for 3 year dont have bonus also. Ya last year they have give us bonus.. But do u know how much ?? RM 145.80.. Is tis entitle bonus ?? i really not dare to tell ppl.. As my uncle say, ppl work is bcause wanner get bonus.. Ppl work so hard for wat ? Is just they wanner get bonus... Work for so many year also no bonus, is tis company still have hope ??

01/05/2008 tis my 36 time do billing.. tat mean already 3 year 01/05 i din off.. 01/05 labour day we should off.. but for my position i cant off cause i need to do closing.. Sometime i had think, when only i no need do closing ? which early of the month i no need OT rush for billing closing, when only i no need to fold those statement n invoice ?? when only i no need post all statment n invoice to dr ???

Frankly speaking, the 1st day i join tis company i already think of run away ! Is bcause i feel tat tis company not suite me .. All ppl work in silent.. im very talkative.. How can i stay in a silent place ?? But lastly i had stay here in 3 years....

Working in tis company i had know alot alot of friend. cause there is over 50++ branches in whole malaysia, so almost each branches i have 1 friend .. haha geng leh ....

I really need to deeply consider should i keep staying in tis company or i need to find another job so that i can learn more thing .....